I Needed That

Today was paradoxically a fantastic monday and a breath of fresh air after a long shitty weekend. Suddenly a whole bunch of people reached out to me, to chit-chat and to proposition hanging out in the future. I had been consumed with questions of my self-worth all weekend because I was getting nothing from trying to talk to people. I guess I do just have to look in different places than what I usually think of, I'm so afraid to go out of the bounds of what was once a very safe few people, that I'm not seeing all the other radical people around me. Also I feel like I got some things done, rather than just sitting on my ass all day, even if it was just sending off my graduation announcements. I need to go to the bank tomorrow, and the grocery store, but I think it was nice to more or less ease in to doing stuff, because I've got quite a lot to do now, in order to get ready for moving.
I was feeling pretty confident so I tried my luck asking Aidan to hang out. She was just hanging around so I went over to her place and just hung out and watched her and Darian play vidya games. Her mum made a tasty motha fukken dinner and I got to watch Darian play through the Deadpool game.
Also the art I did for Folk-Punk was super nifty looking, and she loved it~ That really gave me confidence boost, sent me off with a smile for sure.
Anyway I'm going to either go draw something or look for laptops for college. Just thought I'd put a happy post up here for a change of pace.