Trey seems to have pretty much lost interest. I hope it's just because he's dealing with a lot of rough stuff right now. But of course part of me believes that the only worth I have in the eyes of others is being a hole to fuck until someone actually worthy of investing time in a relationship comes along. I know this is highschool, I know that the relationships now will likely be petty anyway, but maybe that's what I want right now. Something to put effort and emotion into, something to make me feel happy and desirable until I go off to college. Because right now my emotions tend to run more along the lines of listless, pathetic, and unwanted. But hey I guess these are just the social repercussions of liking sex, and not waiting to have sex. You become an easy fuck, nothing more. There's no reason to have a relationship if you've already gotten the main objective of that interaction.
It's easy to get laid, it happens without trying. Getting someone to actually like you is much more difficult. I'm apparently especially no good at it.
It's easy to get laid, it happens without trying. Getting someone to actually like you is much more difficult. I'm apparently especially no good at it.
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