Trying

I'm trying to write a response to my dad. I'm jut kind of feeling ill, and I've not gotten very far.

I stayed home from school today to try to work on make up work. I couldn't find the book I needed, and I couldn't do my online coursework because my mom took the computer away from me so I'd d my work. I spent the day on tumblr on my phone and giving myself blisters over pointless things.

I tried to talk to a guy I think is cool over face book. I tried to be interesting. He stopped replying soon after. I couldn't think of anything else to say that would bring him back.

I'm trying to not be depressed, to not be angry, to not be a lazy good for nothing. I'm not doing very well.