So long time no talk, it's hard to remember to write in this when it's not bookmarked on my internet. u3u
In any case there's this guy, Trey, and we've been in the same safety and first aid class since the start of the semester. Recently his girlfriend broke up with him, and since then we've hooked up, several times. He's small, so at first I was unsure if I'd want to pursue things with him, but by golly does he know how to work with what he has. I think he naturally hits my especially sensitive spot, which is frikken sweet, plus he's coordinated as fuck, what with being a boxer. In any case, apart from being quite gifted when it comes to sex, he's really kind and romantic and shit, and honestly I'm worried that I might fall for him. The way he cuddles with me and kisses me, just make me want more than what we have, but he just got out of a long relationship and he's still hurting and I just don't think that's on his mind at all.
He came over today, and I found out he's also a natural dom. He just knew exactly what buttons to push and for how long, and basically made me lose my mind, literally. My sense of what sub-space is exactly is not very clear, but I'm pretty sure he put me there hard. After he untied me, I just kind of flopped over in a melty puddle of vague bliss and this incredible intense emotional wanting. I grabbed him behind the neck and kissed him, hard. When we were cuddling, and my brain was still pretty cloudy I told him, in very simple, mixed up terms that I "Liked the crap out of him." He said something about how crazy it was that "she" gave that up. It took me several repetitions to understand what he meant. I suppose in that moment he was the only person in my mind, and remembering the rest of the world was hard. But after a few minutes I finally came out of it and we got dressed (I stole his underwear, they're Flash undies and they fit me perfectly) and I took him home. His ex thinks he has a new girlfriend. I wonder if she thinks it's me? But he knows everyone, so there are probably other girls who would be more likely candidates, as they travel within his social circles.
I dunno if I'll be able to juggle him and Max. I still want to do things with both of them, but at the moment my brain is just kind of occupied. Shit. There goes my claims to being impervious to falling for someone I fuck.
;3; damnit.
In any case there's this guy, Trey, and we've been in the same safety and first aid class since the start of the semester. Recently his girlfriend broke up with him, and since then we've hooked up, several times. He's small, so at first I was unsure if I'd want to pursue things with him, but by golly does he know how to work with what he has. I think he naturally hits my especially sensitive spot, which is frikken sweet, plus he's coordinated as fuck, what with being a boxer. In any case, apart from being quite gifted when it comes to sex, he's really kind and romantic and shit, and honestly I'm worried that I might fall for him. The way he cuddles with me and kisses me, just make me want more than what we have, but he just got out of a long relationship and he's still hurting and I just don't think that's on his mind at all.
He came over today, and I found out he's also a natural dom. He just knew exactly what buttons to push and for how long, and basically made me lose my mind, literally. My sense of what sub-space is exactly is not very clear, but I'm pretty sure he put me there hard. After he untied me, I just kind of flopped over in a melty puddle of vague bliss and this incredible intense emotional wanting. I grabbed him behind the neck and kissed him, hard. When we were cuddling, and my brain was still pretty cloudy I told him, in very simple, mixed up terms that I "Liked the crap out of him." He said something about how crazy it was that "she" gave that up. It took me several repetitions to understand what he meant. I suppose in that moment he was the only person in my mind, and remembering the rest of the world was hard. But after a few minutes I finally came out of it and we got dressed (I stole his underwear, they're Flash undies and they fit me perfectly) and I took him home. His ex thinks he has a new girlfriend. I wonder if she thinks it's me? But he knows everyone, so there are probably other girls who would be more likely candidates, as they travel within his social circles.
I dunno if I'll be able to juggle him and Max. I still want to do things with both of them, but at the moment my brain is just kind of occupied. Shit. There goes my claims to being impervious to falling for someone I fuck.
;3; damnit.
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