I've not updated in a while, not for lack of doing things though, I suppose I've just not had the motivation. This isn't going to be a chronological entry, so sorry if you were getting used to those. Stream of consciousness ftw.
Right now I'm sitting inside this totally bad-ass blanket fort that Jude and I made. Since my mom was gone most of this week she was over to hang out and be around so I wouldn't go crazy with loneliness being all on my own. It was actually really awesome to just chill and chat with her. It makes me less afraid to go to SF, because she'll be there. We had a lot of time to hang out too, seeing as we're on a testing schedule for the underclassmen. I go to school for two hours and then the rest of the day is free to do whatever. I slept a lot. But on Tuesday I went to see a concert with Scooter. It was like, 7 death core/screamo/whatever bands and quite a few of them I actually enjoyed very much .o. One, Famous Last Words, I even got a t-shirt for, and also a pin :3 It was a really fun evening, and I got to talk to a lot of band members and new humans~ I also spent wayyyy too much money but whatevers. The next day I hung out with Jude and Kevin, and then just Jude again while I tried to write an essay. I didn't get much done ;3; I've just been too tired this week for proper thinking.
I got a letter from my Dad. Like in my dream he'd been to afraid that it wouldn't be perfect to send it. It's a very pointed letter. I didn't really have any emotion after reading it. I need to write a reply soon, but I've kind of forgotten all the things we talked about at my therapy. I just don't know where to go. I guess he left questions for me to answer. But I don't have any questions that I can think of... I guess that's what's really holding me back. I'll figure something out.
I want to see Scout really bad, I miss the shit out of her.
Ahm gonna draw more sad vampire girls now.
Right now I'm sitting inside this totally bad-ass blanket fort that Jude and I made. Since my mom was gone most of this week she was over to hang out and be around so I wouldn't go crazy with loneliness being all on my own. It was actually really awesome to just chill and chat with her. It makes me less afraid to go to SF, because she'll be there. We had a lot of time to hang out too, seeing as we're on a testing schedule for the underclassmen. I go to school for two hours and then the rest of the day is free to do whatever. I slept a lot. But on Tuesday I went to see a concert with Scooter. It was like, 7 death core/screamo/whatever bands and quite a few of them I actually enjoyed very much .o. One, Famous Last Words, I even got a t-shirt for, and also a pin :3 It was a really fun evening, and I got to talk to a lot of band members and new humans~ I also spent wayyyy too much money but whatevers. The next day I hung out with Jude and Kevin, and then just Jude again while I tried to write an essay. I didn't get much done ;3; I've just been too tired this week for proper thinking.
I got a letter from my Dad. Like in my dream he'd been to afraid that it wouldn't be perfect to send it. It's a very pointed letter. I didn't really have any emotion after reading it. I need to write a reply soon, but I've kind of forgotten all the things we talked about at my therapy. I just don't know where to go. I guess he left questions for me to answer. But I don't have any questions that I can think of... I guess that's what's really holding me back. I'll figure something out.
I want to see Scout really bad, I miss the shit out of her.
Ahm gonna draw more sad vampire girls now.
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