Well Thursday is the day I left off on, so let's start there.
Surprisingly enough I wasn't instantly put in an awful mood the second I saw a gaggle of girls with their gigantic teddy bears and roses and such. I certainly didn't enjoy all the romantic shit smooshed around in my face, but it didn't tip me into any crazy depressions or anything. At Pam's I let her know that I was going to start reading Scout's blog again. She seemed a bit nervous about that, but honestly I think it's better for me to know what's going on with my best friend than sit with my head in the sand hoping that I can make up for that with my awful communication skills. On the way home from therapy I stopped by Scout's house, because she said she had something for me. She came downstairs with this lovely bouquet of blush-pink tulips and sunflowers~! She said that she didn't want me to be sad on valentines day, it was the most thoughtful thing, I feel like I didn't even thank her properly. Then she also gave me a little pearl necklace on a gold chain. She'd bought a diamond one at the same time from the same antique shop, so she said that they were like friendship necklaces. The second I got in my car and was able to but the flowers down I put it on and grinned to myself for at least a minute. I left when I realized it'd be really creepy if she came outside to go to her appointment and I was still sitting in front of her house. Then later, much much later, Arianna and Miranda picked me up and we all went to Fascinations for something of a single ladies night out I guess??? I was finally able to spend most of that $40 gift card that my mum got me forever ago. I got some purple silk rope (It's the best) and a short crop with a spade shaped head(?) After that we went to Denny's then parted ways. It was a really great evening, and I was super glad to see both Arianna and Miranda again. Though I must say, in a group of fine ladies, all of whom are single, in a sex shop, and attracted to women, the "joking" but actually completely serious flirting that was happening was just in such painful quantities it was preposterous. Goodness Gracious.
The next day I had off from school, which was fantastic to have a bit of a break. In the afternoon I texted Scout to see if she wanted to go shopping and we did~ We met up at the mall and it was awesome to see her again, for longer than a few minutes. She had just left her mom's house, to live with her Dad, and she seemed really happy. I was glad to see her spirits lifted. We got matching Supernatural shirts, and just generally had a good time. We then went out for burgers and talked about her leaving and about our feely feels and all that. We've not talked about that for a really long time, and it was kind of good to hear Scout talk about her personal problems and such. I ended up tailing her to her Dad's to spend the night and we got ice cream and soda and popcorn and this really freaky movie and hung out and took her brother to a party and made incredibly long run on sentences. In the morning when her Dad and Step-mom were talking to Scout about what had happened I was just so blown away by how nice and understanding they were being. I really think staying with them will be a good thing. And when I asked my mum she said Scout could stay at our place if she ever wanted to as well. *0*
Any way I spent the rest of the weekend in solitude or hanging out with my mum. On monday and tuesday evening we looked at glasses frames. I found some I like at Target, but on the whole they were kind of mediocre. Oh, and I explained the whole neck beard/"nice guy" phenomena to my mom over dinner one night, it was great X3 On Monday I went shopping. My first stop was to Joann's, to take advantage of their president's day sale. I got a lot of embroidery thread and some needles, for project that I have planned. I was wanting to take up a hobby to cut down on my internet time and embroidery has come out as my favorite option. I'm going to start out small, but I want to work my way to thread painting~
Anyway today was pretty average. Eliseo got back from his suspension finally, it was cool to have him around to chat with again. I finished up season 5 of Supernatural. All of my what. And I got about a third of the way done with the wrapper for Michelle's "Cunt Muffin" pillow, I wanted to keep going, but it was late and my left hand was sore from gripping the embroidery hoop so hard. I should be asleep already so I can get up early to go take a picture with the GSA for yearbook. But I just... don't want to. I don't even want to go to lifeguard training, but I skipped once and I missed a lot, so I guess I should go. I know all the GSA people are gonna gripe at me for not being there, and I'll probably regret it later, but I guess I'm just done with them right now, and goodness knows I respond so well to their guilt tripping, like I do with it from anywhere else. Anyway, I'm actually hella tired no so I shall be off. Goodnight.
Surprisingly enough I wasn't instantly put in an awful mood the second I saw a gaggle of girls with their gigantic teddy bears and roses and such. I certainly didn't enjoy all the romantic shit smooshed around in my face, but it didn't tip me into any crazy depressions or anything. At Pam's I let her know that I was going to start reading Scout's blog again. She seemed a bit nervous about that, but honestly I think it's better for me to know what's going on with my best friend than sit with my head in the sand hoping that I can make up for that with my awful communication skills. On the way home from therapy I stopped by Scout's house, because she said she had something for me. She came downstairs with this lovely bouquet of blush-pink tulips and sunflowers~! She said that she didn't want me to be sad on valentines day, it was the most thoughtful thing, I feel like I didn't even thank her properly. Then she also gave me a little pearl necklace on a gold chain. She'd bought a diamond one at the same time from the same antique shop, so she said that they were like friendship necklaces. The second I got in my car and was able to but the flowers down I put it on and grinned to myself for at least a minute. I left when I realized it'd be really creepy if she came outside to go to her appointment and I was still sitting in front of her house. Then later, much much later, Arianna and Miranda picked me up and we all went to Fascinations for something of a single ladies night out I guess??? I was finally able to spend most of that $40 gift card that my mum got me forever ago. I got some purple silk rope (It's the best) and a short crop with a spade shaped head(?) After that we went to Denny's then parted ways. It was a really great evening, and I was super glad to see both Arianna and Miranda again. Though I must say, in a group of fine ladies, all of whom are single, in a sex shop, and attracted to women, the "joking" but actually completely serious flirting that was happening was just in such painful quantities it was preposterous. Goodness Gracious.
The next day I had off from school, which was fantastic to have a bit of a break. In the afternoon I texted Scout to see if she wanted to go shopping and we did~ We met up at the mall and it was awesome to see her again, for longer than a few minutes. She had just left her mom's house, to live with her Dad, and she seemed really happy. I was glad to see her spirits lifted. We got matching Supernatural shirts, and just generally had a good time. We then went out for burgers and talked about her leaving and about our feely feels and all that. We've not talked about that for a really long time, and it was kind of good to hear Scout talk about her personal problems and such. I ended up tailing her to her Dad's to spend the night and we got ice cream and soda and popcorn and this really freaky movie and hung out and took her brother to a party and made incredibly long run on sentences. In the morning when her Dad and Step-mom were talking to Scout about what had happened I was just so blown away by how nice and understanding they were being. I really think staying with them will be a good thing. And when I asked my mum she said Scout could stay at our place if she ever wanted to as well. *0*
Any way I spent the rest of the weekend in solitude or hanging out with my mum. On monday and tuesday evening we looked at glasses frames. I found some I like at Target, but on the whole they were kind of mediocre. Oh, and I explained the whole neck beard/"nice guy" phenomena to my mom over dinner one night, it was great X3 On Monday I went shopping. My first stop was to Joann's, to take advantage of their president's day sale. I got a lot of embroidery thread and some needles, for project that I have planned. I was wanting to take up a hobby to cut down on my internet time and embroidery has come out as my favorite option. I'm going to start out small, but I want to work my way to thread painting~
Anyway today was pretty average. Eliseo got back from his suspension finally, it was cool to have him around to chat with again. I finished up season 5 of Supernatural. All of my what. And I got about a third of the way done with the wrapper for Michelle's "Cunt Muffin" pillow, I wanted to keep going, but it was late and my left hand was sore from gripping the embroidery hoop so hard. I should be asleep already so I can get up early to go take a picture with the GSA for yearbook. But I just... don't want to. I don't even want to go to lifeguard training, but I skipped once and I missed a lot, so I guess I should go. I know all the GSA people are gonna gripe at me for not being there, and I'll probably regret it later, but I guess I'm just done with them right now, and goodness knows I respond so well to their guilt tripping, like I do with it from anywhere else. Anyway, I'm actually hella tired no so I shall be off. Goodnight.
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