I got Eliseo's number today. I asked if he wanted to hang out, but then he didn't reply, so I'm just sitting around drowning out my confusion with metal music. He was flirting back and forth with me and it was getting quite blatantly sexual. But I guess he wasn't really being serious like he said u-u I guess I cleaned up my room last night for nothing. I wouldn't have even been bothered if he just wanted to hang out and not do anything promiscuous, cause he seems like a really cool guy, and I'm bummed that I didn't get to know him sooner -3-
Really I'd just like to talk to anyone. Bluh. I'm just in a shitty mood I suppose. But I need to snap out of it, because I guess I have shit to do. I need to get stuff from Disguises, but I don't want to do anything at all. Except maybe eat my feelings, but really I don't even want that much. I really just want to know what lines I crossed with Eliseo, or what ever the fuck happened there. Maybe I could lay around in the fetal position for a while. Part of me wants to check the mail. But I don't think I could handle the crushing disappointment of there being nothing there like every other time I've checked. It's kind of hard to stay positive when everything is trending towards lame and shitty.
Really I'd just like to talk to anyone. Bluh. I'm just in a shitty mood I suppose. But I need to snap out of it, because I guess I have shit to do. I need to get stuff from Disguises, but I don't want to do anything at all. Except maybe eat my feelings, but really I don't even want that much. I really just want to know what lines I crossed with Eliseo, or what ever the fuck happened there. Maybe I could lay around in the fetal position for a while. Part of me wants to check the mail. But I don't think I could handle the crushing disappointment of there being nothing there like every other time I've checked. It's kind of hard to stay positive when everything is trending towards lame and shitty.
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