I've not been getting enough sleep, for sure, but this is something beyond that. I'm just so tired. On an emotional level, I'm running on fumes. I'm trying to reach out to some people. Trying to talk to Eliseo more, on a deeper level, be nice to kids in class. I told Michelle that I really would love for her to come over and hang out. I need to try Arianna, she always is really cool to hang around. But I guess for now I just need to try and fill myself up with happy things on tumblr and my online friends.
Maybe it's the shock of coming back from being so euphoric in SF, the normal dulldrums of real life are even more disappointing than normal.
I guess I could go take a walk to get my swim stuff out of my car and check the mail to see if there's any word from my dad. That would be one less shitty thing probably.
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