Talking with my therapist today was really good. I was able to work through some things and I have the knowledge that I need to not place everything on my future, or at least not be so concerned with success or failure. So I think I'm just a tiny bit more prepared to go off to California. Just take it a day at a time and don't get to stressed or too concerned with my future. It's important, but it is also a vacation and a really fun trip, so I need to let it be that.
I can't lie though, I'm still feeling a bit nervous. Part of me is really worried that I won't like SF, but so many people have told me that it's great so I'm just going to try not to think about that too hard and just go for it. And pester the shit out of everyone on my way to the airport in an attempt to calm down.
So I guess here I come future. Oh man. I hope I remembered to pack everything .3.
I can't lie though, I'm still feeling a bit nervous. Part of me is really worried that I won't like SF, but so many people have told me that it's great so I'm just going to try not to think about that too hard and just go for it. And pester the shit out of everyone on my way to the airport in an attempt to calm down.
So I guess here I come future. Oh man. I hope I remembered to pack everything .3.
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