Brain, Stahp

I've had a really shitty headache since last night. For anyone who knows me, you may recall that I never get headaches that last for more than a few minutes. Ever. So this is a whole new kind of torturous pain for me. Especially considering subtle throbbing or stinging is my worst enemy. Last night I figured I was just a bit worn out from not getting much sleep that week and proceeded to bake a totally rad Japanese strawberry shortcake. (It turned out to not be very light or fluffy, but whatevers it's still tasty as fuck.) I probably watched a few Supernatural episodes as well, because I'm stupid and hate going to bed early. When I woke up I was fine for a few minutes upon waking before the headache was back, and even though I'd slept something like ten hours I was still tired. So I decided to take it easy and watch tv all day. I tried asking my mom what type of pain killer is best for headaches, but she didn't text me back for a long, long time. Hours. So of course, feeling afraid, alone, and generally achey and sore all over (I had the great fortune to start my period the night before and experience stomach pains) I cried and sobbed uncontrollably for a while, despite my best efforts to not, because crying is the last thing that helps headaches. I really wanted someone to talk to about all this, but I couldn't bring myself to bother anyone. I guess I felt like I would be bothering anyone because my problems weren't that bad, so I'd just end up feeling stupid when they wouldn't be able to do much more than blindly chose which painkiller for me to take, give me a tall glass of water, and tell me to watch some more tv. So I rode out my weeping and had some cake and watched Supernatural the rest of the day. They finally introduced Castiel. Woop. But of course my headache just persisted and even got worse. Not to mention my ears have been buzzing/ringing (Not like usual ear ringing, like tinnitus ear ringing but worse than normal for me) at a different sound so that whenever I'm not focused on something else, or even when I am, I can just hear it. And that's gonna drive me insane before anything else goes wrong. At this point I'm just writing this to vent and then I am going the hell to sleep in hopes that this all will just pass over and it's not my glasses or my ears or whatever the fuck is causing this. I want to feel better so I can go to the loli meetup tomorrow. It sounds like a lot of fun. Trampolines. Yeah. Fuck. Just feeling shitty. It doesn't help my situation that I feel like I'm alone and no one cares to talk to me ever unless they have to. Whatever. I can't even focus my eyes right all the time right now. Sour mood meet black unconsciousness. God I want to punch a wall or something right now.