Oh my fucking cripes I am feeling so weird and not right. I couldn't sleep last night even though I was so tired I couldn't see straight. Now I can't wrap my mind around eating anything, so I just haven't. I keep fidgeting my leg yet I don't feel especially wired or antsy otherwise. I'm not feeling much of anything except for earlier when I wrote a letter to my dad, then I felt really ill. I'm feeling ill now, but I think that's just because I'm so hungry. Mom's making dinner though, so that's good.
I wonder if this is just stress from thinking about moving to San Francisco and my Dad sending a card or if it's because I started anti-depressants two days ago. Or if it's just because I couldn't sleep. Everything sucks right now. Wow.
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