Well

I don't think I could have cocked that up any harder even if I'd tried. Not only did I get David in trouble with his mom for not knowing where he was, but now all of my friends know he spent the night at my house. They of course found this out from David's mom while she was trying to find him. What's best is that she actually went to Kelsey's house before mine. The universe strikes once again.

I suppose people not in my IRL friend group may be confused. The cryptic-type person from my previous post, the one who I should have just stopped pursuing, was David. The reason David's mom going to Kelsey's house is so terrible is because she and David used to date, and David broke up with her. I can't remember how long ago though, I am hoping there was at least multiple weeks between then and now, or else I'll feel like even more of a dick. After that, our friend group more or less shunned him, for kelsey's sake. But, at NDK, David and Kelsey were suddenly on ok terms. Seeing as he sits next to me in anatomy I talked to him quite a bit and we got to be friends again pretty fast. Honestly, everyone was glad to be back on good terms with David. But I don't think Kelsey will appreciate getting on better terms than that.

Also, I don't want anyone to assume that he and I did anything, because past cuddling, we didn't. We were rather chaste, any christian would have been proud. And thank goodness we didn't, or else I think my slight urge to throw up would have developed into full on vomiting and at this point periodic dry-heaving. I mean honestly, how did I even imagine that was a good idea? I let my need for some sort of physical contact get the best of me. And the funny part? That was actually nice. We we close the whole night, but I should have realized that it was just friendship and my need for contact doing something stupid with my head. When he asked if we were boyfriend girlfriend I said I didn't know, which is at least one thing to redeem my massive stupidity.




I kind of lost my trail of thought and did some other things. Closing comments, I'm going to tell David I made a mistake, hope Kelsey can forgive me, and fuck it all and die my hair green.

Pardon me while I go walk off all the accidentally.