My desperate desire for a relationship ha kicked in a again. Cripes sake. Today I got in the car to go home from school and couldn't think of anything else but the few crushes I have. This of course led to large amounts of frustration, some depression, and of course our friend lust. One of the crushes I should probably just abandon now, because I can't imagine any of my friends thinking well of me if I pursued it successfully. Another I should also abandon because I've heard bad things about their mental stability with matters of romance. And the last... I'm not sure if it could become anything like the sort of relationship I want to be in. The last also brings up social awkwardness, but not from my own friend-group rather from the other party. And yet my internal organs of various romantic and carnal involvement urge me on to pursue them all (excluding the one involving mental instability, drama -potential or otherwise- is so terribly unattractive)
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