Summer Dulldrums

Okay so I think I was being a drama llama about Nic last week, but I can't help it. I miss him a lot. But I suppose I'm passing the time. Mostly on the computer or doing little pointless things like making cookies (nom nom) and working on my crocheted skirt. (derp derp lulzy word is lulzy) Also I'm lurking around /b/ a whole bunch, because I'm a flowering young lady. Though the only time I post is in the "dubs go to bed" type threads. First time I tried I got dubs. go me. I hung out with Kat once or twice and earlier tonight I hung out with scout which was uber fun as always. But pretty much that's it (except for smoking with Jude and Kevin again. It was better this time. Still not as epic as I had hoped though)

Oh also I found a porno Jude had hid up behind my bathroom mirror when it was his bathroom mirror. It's of Pamela Anderson. Not sure if want... But I might hook up the VCR anyway. For lulz sake.

Any who, Jude also gave me some books to read, namely House of Leaves, Nova Express, and Queer. I'm looking forward to reading them. Especially House of Leaves, it's what I'm going to be doing on the plane most likely. 

That's another thing, I'm leaving for Hawaii tomorrow, but my heart's not completely set on going. I mean, I have no choice, and I'm sure it will be fun. But I've done my Hawaii trip with my dad. Also I'm going to be missing Pride Fest with Nic and going to San Francisco with Scout, and I'm leaving the 13th and Nic gets back from Texas the 14th. Those are all things that really could have happened, I have no idea what I'm going to do in Hawaii. Hopefully I can cross something off of my Summer list. Because so far out of 84 things on the list I've only accomplished 4. Pretty lame if you ask me. Plus I won't have half as much time when I get back from Hawaii to do them anyway because of my internship. Which while I'm excited for it, it is taking away summer times from me. At least this year I don't have band camp taking up time. Viva la get shit done. srsly. I'm going to have to do two a day if I want to do everything I want to.

Any way, tl;dr I miss Nic (even though you're probably sick of hearing about him) chilled with some people, going to hawaii but I'm going to miss some cool stuff.