Happy Father's Day

Today is father's day, so of course I want to call my dad, because for as little as I do talk to him I still love him, even if we do have compleatly different veiws on the world and life. The first try I got a message, then I got my step-mom, Sherry who told me to call back in half an hour. I got side-tracked, I mean come on I'm in hawaii, so it was about an hour and a half later before I finally called him. He answered and sounded... off. I can always tell when he's not happy, and he was certainly not happy. He asks if I can go find Jude and put him on speaker phone along with me and he starts to talk about how my mum's been asking for way more money than what was first settled for child support and how he couldn't stand being involved with her. Then he told us he thought our relationship was non-existant and he didn't even want to try anymore. So he's not going to call, he's not going to email, to quote him, he just going "to be a check" Again, I love my dad, yes I don't call him half as much, but it would be the same way with my mum if I lived with my dad and not her. I'm fucking 16. What do you expect from me? I don't think about those sorts of things, I certrainly didn't expect to be disowned because of it. On Father's day, no less, what is this a soap opera? Really I'm more pissed at my mother because she's the one who was asking for more money, who hates him and is terrible to him. I can't stand her already and now she's gone and ruined my dad. I'm sure she's only with Dave because he's rich, that's what she was saying she wanted, to marry some rich guy and live off his money. Now she has money from my dad and money from dave. Hell, she doesn't have to work a lick anymore, She ISN'T working anymore. Yup, quit her teaching job. Now she'll be "working" for Dave but that's bullshit. She's just being nosey and throwing out stupid ideas on everything. The way she thinks is like a little kid, she blurts out every idea thinking everyone will love it. And Dave just rolls over and agrees with everything. But she's had maybe two good ideas out of dozens. Not to mention she talks about how she dislikes my dad IN FRONT of me. She also talks about sex, does shots, gives me booze, (edit: later this night she also smoked pot in front of me, and condoned me smoking pot as well,  which is good for me if I continue doing it. Insta excuse.) and generally doesn't ever act like a parent until she "can't take it anymore" when she explodes and bans me from doing anything for a week tops, then she's back to being a terrible influence. If I end up like my mom, greedy, childish, and with no backbone, I'm just going to off myself then and there. So yeah. Good day.