I don't I've ever been so tired in my life. I am sleep deprived, socially drained, physically exhausted, and on top of all that I'm also sick. Thank god Dave convinced my mum to let me stay home today. Though now I have the pleasure of listening to Jude and Kevin bang away on the keyboard while stoned of their tits. It's.... interesting.
Anywho, the reason I'm so worn out is the Musical. Thank god it's finally over. I mean, I had fun doing it but I'm just not used to a lot of the aspects involved with doing some thing like that. All the dancing was really fun but wore me our more than I think I realized. And then memorizing everything and conveying expressions and such. For the last two weeks we were there until 8 or 9 every night, if not later. But I think the part that wore me out the most was all the FREAKING DRAMA. Dear lord you have never seen drama until you've seen 30 or so girls in an enclosed space for two months. Everyone was talking shit about everyone else, by being the quiet girl in the background no-one really notices I learned who takes it up the bum to keep her "virginity" who held out on their boyfriend for a month, who's had traumatic experiences in their life, who's a lazy bitch, who used to be cool, who's a suck up, who isn't worthy of the part they received and so much other bull shit my brain can't even function. The best part was, one minute a girl would be talking shit about some other girl behind her back and the next they would be Bestest Friends Forever. I'm sure this sort of thing is really un-suprising to a lot of people, but you have to understand, the most drama I've been exposed to recently was that whole Kendra shebang, and that wasn't even that drama-tastic we didn't like being around someone, so we stopped being around her, simple as that. So I'm not used to the kinds of relationships where you kind of hate but kind of like the person. It was all just really new and really weird to me, and I'm glad that that doesn't happen too much with my friends. (I don't doubt they bitch about me sometimes, I'd be surprised if they didn't, but I'd like to think they don't spread rumors about me, or if they do, they're all true rumors at least) It just wasn't very fun at all. Like I said, I like the preforming aspect of musicals, but not very much at all the social aspect.
Uhmmm other than the musical I hung out with Scout on friday and it was supar fun, I finally got to watch Moulin Rouge, which was rather depressing, but good. Then I went to church again. Waaaaaaat? But it was pretty fun even though it was a lot of planning for the future, I'm not sure if I'd really get into it in the religious aspect, but in more a social sense. I dunno, I'll see where it goes.
After church scout and I hung out again, we went to a fantastic mexican restaurant dressed in loli. (I borrowed some of hers) It was a ton of fun. Since we walked there tons of cars honked at us and such X3 After lunch Scout taught me some more about Loli, since all the knowledge I have is pretty basic. I decided I'd be more into classic or gothic and then scout helped me find some super cute outfits, but I'm not sure if I'm going to get all of them, but I might get one or two. Not sure still, I'll have to double check the other things I still want to get off of the intarwebz. Once my mum lets me back onto my computer (I'm on her laptop right now) I'll re-look over the things I want and settle prices. I have a $250 shopping spree on the internet and the loli Scout showed me costs $187 (for two skirts, a couple socks, some hair accessories, one shirt, a pair of shoes, and a dress. All from Bodyline) I might cut either a skirt or the dress, depending on what else I want. Also I might look for shoes from a place other than online, just because I have super wide feet. But Scout's shoes almost fit me, they're just a pinch tight, so maybe I'll give it a go.
Well I think I've rambled about everything I wanted to ramble about. I'm going to go look at clothes and things now.
Anywho, the reason I'm so worn out is the Musical. Thank god it's finally over. I mean, I had fun doing it but I'm just not used to a lot of the aspects involved with doing some thing like that. All the dancing was really fun but wore me our more than I think I realized. And then memorizing everything and conveying expressions and such. For the last two weeks we were there until 8 or 9 every night, if not later. But I think the part that wore me out the most was all the FREAKING DRAMA. Dear lord you have never seen drama until you've seen 30 or so girls in an enclosed space for two months. Everyone was talking shit about everyone else, by being the quiet girl in the background no-one really notices I learned who takes it up the bum to keep her "virginity" who held out on their boyfriend for a month, who's had traumatic experiences in their life, who's a lazy bitch, who used to be cool, who's a suck up, who isn't worthy of the part they received and so much other bull shit my brain can't even function. The best part was, one minute a girl would be talking shit about some other girl behind her back and the next they would be Bestest Friends Forever. I'm sure this sort of thing is really un-suprising to a lot of people, but you have to understand, the most drama I've been exposed to recently was that whole Kendra shebang, and that wasn't even that drama-tastic we didn't like being around someone, so we stopped being around her, simple as that. So I'm not used to the kinds of relationships where you kind of hate but kind of like the person. It was all just really new and really weird to me, and I'm glad that that doesn't happen too much with my friends. (I don't doubt they bitch about me sometimes, I'd be surprised if they didn't, but I'd like to think they don't spread rumors about me, or if they do, they're all true rumors at least) It just wasn't very fun at all. Like I said, I like the preforming aspect of musicals, but not very much at all the social aspect.
Uhmmm other than the musical I hung out with Scout on friday and it was supar fun, I finally got to watch Moulin Rouge, which was rather depressing, but good. Then I went to church again. Waaaaaaat? But it was pretty fun even though it was a lot of planning for the future, I'm not sure if I'd really get into it in the religious aspect, but in more a social sense. I dunno, I'll see where it goes.
After church scout and I hung out again, we went to a fantastic mexican restaurant dressed in loli. (I borrowed some of hers) It was a ton of fun. Since we walked there tons of cars honked at us and such X3 After lunch Scout taught me some more about Loli, since all the knowledge I have is pretty basic. I decided I'd be more into classic or gothic and then scout helped me find some super cute outfits, but I'm not sure if I'm going to get all of them, but I might get one or two. Not sure still, I'll have to double check the other things I still want to get off of the intarwebz. Once my mum lets me back onto my computer (I'm on her laptop right now) I'll re-look over the things I want and settle prices. I have a $250 shopping spree on the internet and the loli Scout showed me costs $187 (for two skirts, a couple socks, some hair accessories, one shirt, a pair of shoes, and a dress. All from Bodyline) I might cut either a skirt or the dress, depending on what else I want. Also I might look for shoes from a place other than online, just because I have super wide feet. But Scout's shoes almost fit me, they're just a pinch tight, so maybe I'll give it a go.
Well I think I've rambled about everything I wanted to ramble about. I'm going to go look at clothes and things now.
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