Incapable?

It's times like this when I wonder if there is something wrong with my brain, or if I am just a terrible human being. I suspect both. I got back from TN about a week ago, and I hadn't remembered to empty my cat's litter box. No one reminded me, I was again expected to simply remember. This is not something that should be expected of me. Regardless of why, the combined effort of my memory and laziness has once again fucked me over. My cat decided that my bed is the perfect place to do her business for at least the third time. My mom has before warned me that if Cleo soiled my bed again she would get rid of her. My mother is furious. I have the sinking feeling I'll never see my cats after this performance and I am currently loathing myself because I still am incapable of doing the simplest of tasks because I have no ability for seeing future consequences. This is also the reason as to why my grades are complete and total shit. I'm failing math and barely passing all of my others, barely. With grades like mine I will not be getting into a good college, I will not be getting a good job, and I will not have any sort of life I imagined. All of that rests on weather or not I do homework for subjects I won't remember in two years. Which is in my opinion, bullshit. Make the time when humans are the least organized the least mature and the least focused on their future the time when their entire life hangs in the balance. I despise the way our schooling systems are set up.

Though my friends seem to be doing well at school. They get all A's if not A+'s and they are the same age if not younger than me. Maybe I'm just defective, unable to properly function. Destined to be the crazy lady living in the ally-way feeding stray cats more than I feed myself. Way to have a bright future, me, way to have a bright future.