You are walking down a path that splits into three different directions...

 Right:

I met a girl today. Well I didn't really meet her... it was on the internet. But I still talked to her in a forum, and I read her profile. I listened to her music on there. Read her About Me. Already I know more about her than most people who just met know about each other. She has the hair that I want one day, and red glasses like me. Also she likes women. She's like someone inside of my head. And even though I've never seen her face to face, I still think I love her.

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Left:

I can't consider him mine anymore. I pushed him away because I couldn't make up my mind and I couldn't talk to him about it. I turned a boulder, that could have been pushed by two people, into a mountain that I refused to climb. But now I'm lonely, really lonely. And every single day I think about him. And I doubt myself, and my decisions, and my capabilities, and my overall worthiness. And after months of thought, I still have absolutely no bearing on what the hell I should do.

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 Middle:

All I did was stare at him for weeks on end, because he's "interesting" I don't even know why I singled him out. My mum's urging probably helped. Now we talk awkwardly after class. Sure we get along but he's shy as hell, and seeing as hentai lies most of the time, I doubt he'll be some godly-endowed beast in bed who only needs a panty-shot to get it up to full power. And right now, I don't know if I want to hold someone's hand through a relationship. Especially considering I barely know my way through one. 

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So, Do I look for an entirely new relationship, most likely with a girl? Do I try and go back to an old relationship because I'm desperate/doubtful? Or do I follow the path I forged out on with confidence, but may not be the kind of relationship I'm looking for?

If anyone does read this, help would be very appreciated.

hurr you like my little "cleverness" with the paths? hahaha...ha... *passes out*