Sweet merciful Gods of various things!!!

O frabjous day, callooh callay! Who ever is the god of wealth has smiled upon me! I have found out that if I persistently do my chores, I will earn more than enough to cover costs for my Catwoman costume, and for the convention! Room and all! I am very excited, because I had been despairing over how expensive everything is. But, if things go well, I will be able to get everything I need for my Catwoman costume, and perhaps even splurge on some things. Like getting a really nice whip *plotplot* >:3 I haven't even checked any local costume stores. Though I want to, to see if I can find a better suit or goggles or what-have you.
I would even be able to get the stuff I need for my tentacle loli outfit. Which is mostly for grins and giggles, but I still really want to put it together, just to have. I'll also be able to afford my costume for my friend's masquerade ball, and maybe even the tea party everyone insisted I throw. (Though I may wait until it cools down a bit. It's been sweltering lately)


Speaking of sweltering I have two tales of woe about how FREAKING HOT it has been recently. :3
The first is something of an FML. So I decided to get off my lazy arse and go check out some books from the library. I got all my stuff together, and found my library card and everything. I kept on thinking I should bring my wallet, but I didn't because I couldn't find it. Once I started off I regretted deciding to do it in the middle of the day. It was very bright, very sunny, and very, very, hot out. And the course I take to the library consists of a rather long stretch on a dirt road, with hardly any shade. By the time I got to the library I was dying. But the library is nice and air-conditioned, and I was soon cooled off. I had a lovely pile of books picked out too. Needless to say I felt accomplished. But, lo and behold, when go to check out my books, the computer tells me I cannot, due to my outstanding fines... (over 10 dollars) I didn't have any money on me either, so I had to go put back my books and walk home through the same scorching conditions, but I had the pleasure of being empty handed. It kinda sucked.
Then, today, I went the same rout to meet kelsey to go have lunch. Pretty much the conditions were the same, but this time I was on a bike. (With a practically flat back tire mind you. Stupid bike tires and their holes) Now I've been waking up at noon or later most days, because I stay up most of the night on the computer and what have you. So I hadn't been awake very long when I had to be off. This also meant that I hadn't eaten. Which was 100% stupid on my part. So I'm riding through the sun with no food in my stomach, and I meet Kelsey, but we still have this lovely hill to go up. About half way, I know I'm in trouble because I'm having a hard time breathing (don't worry I don't have asthma, I'm just a pansy-ass) and I'm "seeing stars" really the were totally awesome geometric rainbow patterns. So I stop and pretty much collapse, and I'm freaking out because I feel like I'm going to lose consciousness, which would suck obviously. But we are uber close so I get up and cross the road but I have to pause a bit after that too. We finally get to the place and it's cool inside and away from the sun, and I start feeling tons better right away. And the food there is delicious, I got the Fettucini Alfredo (Kelsey suggested I get some carbs. But it was an Italian place, so really what else am i going to get?) And I felt tons better, after I ate something and got a cold drink. So it was just getting there that was a bitch, after that I had a fantastic time.

Oh and I suppose I should just toss this in here, just because everyone wants to hear about my romantic life. But Alex and I snogged, twice now. Hooraaayyy. It took a bit to get used to it at first, I'm not a very good at necking, but I think I have it figured out, at least with him. Derp. That is all.




~Tentacle cats have ALL THE MONEY IN THE WOOOOOORRRLLLLLLD.

Huh, I guess the week is almost over...

And it seems like I haven't really done all that much, even though I guess I did.
The Princess Bride thing was uber fantastic and fun, everyone there was laughing and quoting the movie, and it was overall a fantastic experience. Katie and I didn't really talk too much, our words aren't very much the same any more (if that makes any sense at all) but our body language still connects (ew, that sounds creepy and weird, I assure you it wasn't) As in, we couldn't really talk all that well, but when we started playing war we had a good time, and she still did silly things she used to do, and we could talk about the past pretty well. I guess this is just what happens when you don't see friends for really long periods of time.
I also hung out with my friend Sam (Sam is a girl) At first it was just a teensy bit awkward, but then we got back into talking and joking about the stuff we used to. We (we being I just lol'd and gave support and she did the actual tech stuff) made a little video thing using clips from How to Train your Dragon to make a small video for "Jizzed in my Pants" it's pretty funny, and is mush better than anything I could do. Plus we got some good bits to put in there.
Then today I got my braces all adjusted. They're a tad sore but it's not a huge deal. I don't see why most teenagers bitch so much about "ohmygaaaaawd my braces hurt sooooo muuuuuch. I haaaaate theeem I look like soooooooooo uuuuuugggggllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy. I hate everyone and everything even remotely responsible for my epic pain and sufferiiiiing" Ahem. Well. It's not THAT far off, you cannot deny. It's really not that big of a deal. Braces tend not to look to bad on people, and if you customize them with colors and such they can be fashionable even, or they can mean something. For example, I'm going to Pride soon, so I go rainbow bands on my teeth. They look uber fantastic, and I'll be able to flash a rainbow every time I smile really big! I love rainbows too. Oh... if anyone reads this, should I paint something on my leg or something for Pride? It might not even be something extravagant, or even LGBT Pride based, just a pretty something somewhere on my person. I think I might, and some people have mistaken my body-art for tattoos, so I think it would be kinda fun. Hurm... maybe I'll just ask the friends who are going. I could paint something on them too maybe :3
Oh Alex was supposed to hang out today, but something happened so that he couldn't. Sadface. I may not see him for a while actually, since he's busy until monday or sunday, and my mum and I might be going on a trip. Derp, the Universe.
Uhm. Not much else is going on, though I think I'm going to get over my fear of being eaten by a raccoon and start venturing out at night more. I have this little spot that I go to. It's about a block (not even) from my house, and it's back in between this little grassy meadow for water run-off and this fence. It's nice, and not many people go there. I even painted a little cat on a fence post. It was first piece of graffiti I ever did. It wasn't planned out too well, and I was convinced I was going to get caught. (lol) So it doesn't look very good, but I want to do more srs bsns graffiti around the park or something, because I think there should be more graffiti art rather than just stupid tagging. My brother already has a few scattered around, though most have been "removed" but mine will be smaller, and more out of the way. Hopefully they'll be able to convey a message too.

Uhm, I think that's enough rambling for tonight though, so I guess I'm off!




~ Tentacle cats are seasoned petty criminals.

Sorted Out... I Think

Well, I think I've figured some things out, thank goodness too. Mostly about romantic stuff, but that really is the biggest plague in my life, confusion-wise at least.
What brought about this clearing in my thoughts was a visit from a certain Kendra you will most likely remember (I had a crush on her that was, in looking back, very un-based and kind of unhealthy. Ah hindsight, you make everything so painfully clear so painfully late.) Well, anyway, before she had been on my mind in less than honorable ways. So I was both eager to see her, and dreading it. When she arrived we flirted a bit and that was about it, I was rather relieved. But we did flirt... and I started feeling rather guilty about the whole thing. This guilt was an eye-opener for me, kind of like a bucket of cold water or a slap in the face, wholly unpleasant during, but mind clearing afterwards.
I had been feeling some confusion with what I felt towards Kendra and Alex. But now I figured it out, Kendra (and a lot of other little crushes) were just me floundering around in teenage hormones. Or at least that's what I figure. I had all this need for romance bopping around my head, making me reach out for things and people that weren't really going to help me, but might. But once Alex came around, I finally had a stable outlet for all of those thoughts and feelings, one that doesn't piss me off or make me feel uncomfortable all the time.
So there's that release, hoorah. Which also leads me to find that I really care for Alex, and it's not just me entertaining a small fancy. We can hang out for hours, and the only reason we stop is because it's late and one of us needs to be picked up. He's really a fun guy to be around.

Also we kissed. It was a very nice kiss. My stomach did a little flip, the good kind. *coughcough*




Erm, in other news my summer is progressing, I'm making some decisions on my Catwoman cosplay. My mum insists I start driving, and that'd be all good and well, if it weren't for the fact that I have misplaced my permit, and I had come to terms with the idea of driving too. FFFFFF THE UNIVERSE!!!

Also I have a rather busy week next week I'm going to a fancy showing of The Princess Bride with a friend. (It's pretty much our movie ) X3 I'm getting together with another friend that I haven't seen in ages, I have voice lessons, and then I have the Pride Parade. Which I am very, very excited for.




~ Tentacle cats are never busy

Hair Cut

That's pretty much what happened today... I got a hair cut.
It's not even a fancy new style, just my normal style. My stylist (Who is indeed awesome) really wants me to cut my hair short, in something of an a-line. It would look really awesome with my face shape and what-not, but I really like my hair-style. I thought of it myself, and I really like how it looks and how it styles. I can manage this hair. I don't want to get rid of it just yet, I still have plans of what I want to do with it, and I'm not sick of it yet. Plus I'm not sure I could just wake up and go with short hair, not to mention I like putting my hair up in pig tails and pony tails and stuff. I like having long hair to play with and braid and style... drat. I don't know. I shall proceed to consult all of my friends and acquaintances.
Also, Alex is coming over tomorrow. I'm excited to see him, it's rather pathetic how clingy I am with others, but I don't like when people cling to me. I'm a dirty hypocrite like that. ;3
We finally told each other that we like one-another, I don't know how having two shy people in a relationship is going to work out, darn my tentativeness. Though I am going to be wearing and uber smexy outfit tomorrow, being the horrible tease that I am. But nothing says "I wanna suck face with you" Like tube tops and faux leather dresses/coats. If I put my mind to it, I will put up some pictures. Now if only I had a katana or something...


~Tentacle Cats have faaaaaaaabulous hair... er... fur

LoL Zombies

Alex did want to hang out the other day. Hoorah.
He found his copy of Pulp Fiction, which I had never seen before, I went over and watched it with him. I very much enjoyed that movie. Though sometimes Quentin Tarantino's love for very non-linear plots bothers me. I'm curious to see what it would be like to see one of his movies in chronological order... if it would make any more sense, or any less. Oh, while watching the movie we held hands. It took half the film, but it happened. Squee. We also watched some low-budget zombie-ish film. It was cheesy but still creepy. (I didn't know zombies had so much puss inside them. blurg.) We held hands some more. Also, his family seems really nice, his mom made us root-beer floats :3 nyommm~<3
He has a straight jacket too, I tried it on and it fit pretty well. I was really excited about trying it on. I looked like a total bad-ass, and now I kind of want to be a crazy person for halloween, especially if my friend is going to be a creepy nurse. If not though, I'm going to be a stylized Koshari clown. Pretty much I'll be covered in black and white stripes, I'll have a hat with two pointy"ears" on it, and I'll get to carry around a water melon. Sounds like good times to me :3
Uhm, anywho, after we watched the movies we went to the park and hung out a bit. We went on the swings and sat on the ground and talked and such. Then when we got home he tried to teach me some bass, but I generally sucked and played it more like a guitar than a cello. (And I used to play the cello too) I dub it as good times overall, though, so haHA!
Today I went and hung out with my mum's students. They brought their games this time. As I predicted, they pwned me. I feel so ashamed, getting beat by a bunch of 5th graders. But oh well, I guess that just means I'll have to train even more so that I can become the very best that no one ever was. *cough cough*

I hate how hot laptops get. I don't like having something so hot on my belly .3.

Speaking of temperatures, I accidentally took home Alex's mood ring. I've been looking at it all day, and as far as I can tell it's been accurate. I love mood rings, I want to get one of my own. And maybe a good one, that won't turn my finger green X3




~Tentacle cats can bass like beasts