Well, the school year is almost over, and I am very thankful for that. All I have left is finals, and I'm not too worried about them, seeing as I test very well. Though Alex asked me to help him study, and I'm just thinking "lol, you do not want MY help studying. I rarely study, even more rare is when I study WELL." Teehee, people who have to study for things will now dislike me :3
Any whooo, something actually happened today, but that's not necessarily a good thing. To give you all the long and short of it, one of my very good friends apparently got pissed at me and decided to talk to others about traits she doesn't like about me. If she had done this without my knowing, I wouldn't have cared. I wouldn't even have gotten pissed if she had come up to me and told me what was bothering her. But what pisses me off is the fact that she was not even all the way across the room from me, saw that I was looking right at her, and was telling people who I am acquainted with about how I make up information and deny anyone else's information. While it is true that I am stubborn when it comes to dissenting opinions, or conflicting information, I never make it up. I've gotten it from a source that I trust, like my mom, or my brother, or a book. I rarely have any drama with my friends, we all get along very well, but this really set me off. The most hurtful part though, is how she then came up to me like I hadn't heard every singe word she said. Either she thinks I'm deaf or she thinks that that was a valid way to make me aware of her feelings. Needless to say I was far too frustrated to speak to her the rest of the day. She was concerned about me, and why I was acting moody. If you are going to insult me in my presence, please do not then try to be friendly to me, at the very least keep your distance. I'm going to ask her about it tomorrow, and hopefully I will be able to keep it off of what may have ignited her comments and more on the fact that she should confront me with her problems. I'm a fairly straightforward person, so I like it when people don't beat around the bush. (though I'm being a total hypocrite because I beat circles around that bush.)
Well there's my friendship rant for the day, glad I could get that off my chest.
Oh also, I'm still extremely confused with that whole Alex Kendra deal. As long as nothing is really happening with either of them I think I'm safe to try and sort this out for a bit longer. I really wish I had a reliable person that I could ask about all this. Oh and just to add some more drama, there is a person that I want very little to do with who I believe has a thing for me. I'd like to think I am at least proficient in most aspects of my life... except for romance. I fail majorly in anything that has to do with romantic relations with other people. It may be a lack of experience, I really don't know, but as it currently stands I am still failing, failing hard.
I feel this deserves a FML.
~Tentacle Cats don't gossip
Any whooo, something actually happened today, but that's not necessarily a good thing. To give you all the long and short of it, one of my very good friends apparently got pissed at me and decided to talk to others about traits she doesn't like about me. If she had done this without my knowing, I wouldn't have cared. I wouldn't even have gotten pissed if she had come up to me and told me what was bothering her. But what pisses me off is the fact that she was not even all the way across the room from me, saw that I was looking right at her, and was telling people who I am acquainted with about how I make up information and deny anyone else's information. While it is true that I am stubborn when it comes to dissenting opinions, or conflicting information, I never make it up. I've gotten it from a source that I trust, like my mom, or my brother, or a book. I rarely have any drama with my friends, we all get along very well, but this really set me off. The most hurtful part though, is how she then came up to me like I hadn't heard every singe word she said. Either she thinks I'm deaf or she thinks that that was a valid way to make me aware of her feelings. Needless to say I was far too frustrated to speak to her the rest of the day. She was concerned about me, and why I was acting moody. If you are going to insult me in my presence, please do not then try to be friendly to me, at the very least keep your distance. I'm going to ask her about it tomorrow, and hopefully I will be able to keep it off of what may have ignited her comments and more on the fact that she should confront me with her problems. I'm a fairly straightforward person, so I like it when people don't beat around the bush. (though I'm being a total hypocrite because I beat circles around that bush.)
Well there's my friendship rant for the day, glad I could get that off my chest.
Oh also, I'm still extremely confused with that whole Alex Kendra deal. As long as nothing is really happening with either of them I think I'm safe to try and sort this out for a bit longer. I really wish I had a reliable person that I could ask about all this. Oh and just to add some more drama, there is a person that I want very little to do with who I believe has a thing for me. I'd like to think I am at least proficient in most aspects of my life... except for romance. I fail majorly in anything that has to do with romantic relations with other people. It may be a lack of experience, I really don't know, but as it currently stands I am still failing, failing hard.
I feel this deserves a FML.
~Tentacle Cats don't gossip
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