Friday, May 21, 2010

So. Close.

Only five more days. Only five more days. Only five more days.
Even though summer is right around the corner, I'm not crazy with summer fever, I just want school to be out, so I can be done with having people get on my case for being forgetful and lazy. Plus I won't have to deal with people I don't want to deal with for a whole two months. For this I am excited.
I'm pondering getting a summer "job" Like, putting up flyers saying that I'll cat-sit, just so I can get some more funds for NDK. Plus I need some summer spending money, and I've pretty much depleted my funds from christmas, that or they've gone into the NDK fund. I really need to remember to order my pvc catsuit before they run out of them, though I still don't know what to do for the head. Really that's what will make the difference between he latest or the previous catwoman outfit. I found what seems to be an awesome costume, but from what I can tell, it's just the suit, not the mask/goggles. Curses.
Oh and though I shall be embarrassed, I must address that whole "friend gossip" affair deal. I guess she wasn't talking about me. I'm not surprised the thought occurred to me that it might be someone else with similar traits. Derp. My bad.
Oh and everything in my romance life is still confusing.
I went to the library and got some books, I read Goth Girl Rising all last night. Even though I was up till 1 it was worth it. So I did my book talk on that instead of Vladmire Nobokov's Lolita. Kyra's situations helped me a bit with my own, or at least gave me some ideas as to what to do. (which includes shave my head at some point in time. I'm thinking later twenties)
Also I'm going to toss in a bit of a rant here. At the beginning of the year, I knew a few people who said they were lesbians. Then, throughout this year, both of them have gotten boyfriends. (several in fact) It kind of pisses me off, because I guess it seems like they were just pretending to be lesbians, and that's just kind of lame to me. I mean, I don't parade around saying I'm lesbian because I've kissed a girl a few times and want to again. I don' even really identify as bi. I don't know what the fuck I am, and I admit that. I'll say something like "I'm bi for now, but I'm really not sure. I'm just keeping my options open at this point." I'm not even sure if bi is accurate, because in general, I like humans, so I don't really care about gender too much in the first place. I'm not sure if that would qualify as pansexual... but I don't want to get it on with most every living thing. I draw the line at animals, small children, and old people. I'm not really sure what to make of it to be honest.

Meh there's my directionless rant for the day.




~Tentacle cats look good in leather.

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