Sorry I disappeared for so long, my life suddenly got busy or something like that. But yeah, I'm back from that little self-imposed hiatus.
Well, I guess most exciting is that stuff is actually happening. I've probably forgotten a lot of it, but what I can remember I shall tell you, and I will make an attempt at going in chronological order.
So the first thing that happened that I can recall is that Alex and I went to Roller Derby. I had a pretty good time, though as always I am a bit awkward with crowds, and I guess so is he. (That or he's so relaxed he just doesn't care) I want to go to roller derby again sometime, with or without Alex, because it was really cool. An announcer was in a dress and there were roller girls skating around in awesome clothes.
We then hung out a few days later, just after school. We mostly just talk/crack-jokes, it gets tiring to be around him because I have to keep on my toes, and I'm laughing constantly. (Not because I think it makes me attractive, but because he is fracking hilarious) But I still have a good time. My friend has been nagging me to try and hold his hand or something, but I really don't do that whole "assertive girl" thing. It's not like I'm saying women should always hold a submissive role, if someone is doing something I don't like I let them know, but I just am not very good with this whole romance thing yet.
Also that English project was due last week. I did anywhere from crap to semi-okay on my story board, though the entire group was not in-sinc at all. So that might not turn out to be my crowning glory. But now I have to write a narrative about some moment of my life that goes along with an aspect of my personality. For some reason my mind is set on doing something related to my first kisses, I don't know why really, that just seems like something that would be interesting to do. Or I could make something really crazy up. If anyone reads this and has an idea, please do tell me, though the rough draft is due this Monday. I do wonder though how my English teacher would react to me writing about kissing a girl. >:3 *plotplotplot*
We also had a choir concert a few days ago. It was the last one of the year, so emotions were a tad high. On the last night, and the last song, our choir teacher and a lot of the students were in tears. I started to cry just a bit, because I know some really awesome seniors that are graduating, and I'm really going to miss them. Our choir teacher is a guy, and we all joke around that he's gay (because he is just a little bit fabulous from time to time) For this concert he wore a very sparkly vest under his suit. At first it was extremely distracting, but I got used to it. Over-all the concerts went pretty well, though there were still girls that couldn't understand what it meant to be in concert mode, or the concept of being quiet. *coughcough*
After the choir concert I went over to Scout's house, and Kendra came to. We had uber lots of fun, they made me watch The Maid, and the funny part was, I was only the only one awake by the end of the movie, and I hadn't even wanted to watch it. Scout did Kendra's make-up, and she is a god with make-up, so Kendra looked really gorgeous, kind of that pin-up model beauty. Then, when Scout left the room, her and I ended up snogging. Yeah, I'm pretty confused too.
That leads me to my confounded questioning of the universe and it's ways or something like that. I really must be terrible with this whole romance thing because I just cannot figure it out. At all. Seriously. FFFFFF. I like Alex because we actually have some amount of compatibility and I enjoy being around him and he's generally a pretty cool guy. But his downfalls are his lack of "dominance" and the fact that he most likely is into some form of drugs. Kendra on the other hand sometimes does not mix with me too well, but she is very dominant, and can understand the things my body language is saying.
A little voice in the back of my head is telling me I can have both, but I'm not sure how I feel about open relationships just yet. I guess another part of me is leaning towards Kendra because I haven't been with a girl before, and I want to try it out before I go for another boy.
Murf, it's late, I should probably stop now before I say something exceedingly embarrassing or stupid.
~Tentacle Cats are masters of romance.
Well, I guess most exciting is that stuff is actually happening. I've probably forgotten a lot of it, but what I can remember I shall tell you, and I will make an attempt at going in chronological order.
So the first thing that happened that I can recall is that Alex and I went to Roller Derby. I had a pretty good time, though as always I am a bit awkward with crowds, and I guess so is he. (That or he's so relaxed he just doesn't care) I want to go to roller derby again sometime, with or without Alex, because it was really cool. An announcer was in a dress and there were roller girls skating around in awesome clothes.
We then hung out a few days later, just after school. We mostly just talk/crack-jokes, it gets tiring to be around him because I have to keep on my toes, and I'm laughing constantly. (Not because I think it makes me attractive, but because he is fracking hilarious) But I still have a good time. My friend has been nagging me to try and hold his hand or something, but I really don't do that whole "assertive girl" thing. It's not like I'm saying women should always hold a submissive role, if someone is doing something I don't like I let them know, but I just am not very good with this whole romance thing yet.
Also that English project was due last week. I did anywhere from crap to semi-okay on my story board, though the entire group was not in-sinc at all. So that might not turn out to be my crowning glory. But now I have to write a narrative about some moment of my life that goes along with an aspect of my personality. For some reason my mind is set on doing something related to my first kisses, I don't know why really, that just seems like something that would be interesting to do. Or I could make something really crazy up. If anyone reads this and has an idea, please do tell me, though the rough draft is due this Monday. I do wonder though how my English teacher would react to me writing about kissing a girl. >:3 *plotplotplot*
We also had a choir concert a few days ago. It was the last one of the year, so emotions were a tad high. On the last night, and the last song, our choir teacher and a lot of the students were in tears. I started to cry just a bit, because I know some really awesome seniors that are graduating, and I'm really going to miss them. Our choir teacher is a guy, and we all joke around that he's gay (because he is just a little bit fabulous from time to time) For this concert he wore a very sparkly vest under his suit. At first it was extremely distracting, but I got used to it. Over-all the concerts went pretty well, though there were still girls that couldn't understand what it meant to be in concert mode, or the concept of being quiet. *coughcough*
After the choir concert I went over to Scout's house, and Kendra came to. We had uber lots of fun, they made me watch The Maid, and the funny part was, I was only the only one awake by the end of the movie, and I hadn't even wanted to watch it. Scout did Kendra's make-up, and she is a god with make-up, so Kendra looked really gorgeous, kind of that pin-up model beauty. Then, when Scout left the room, her and I ended up snogging. Yeah, I'm pretty confused too.
That leads me to my confounded questioning of the universe and it's ways or something like that. I really must be terrible with this whole romance thing because I just cannot figure it out. At all. Seriously. FFFFFF. I like Alex because we actually have some amount of compatibility and I enjoy being around him and he's generally a pretty cool guy. But his downfalls are his lack of "dominance" and the fact that he most likely is into some form of drugs. Kendra on the other hand sometimes does not mix with me too well, but she is very dominant, and can understand the things my body language is saying.
A little voice in the back of my head is telling me I can have both, but I'm not sure how I feel about open relationships just yet. I guess another part of me is leaning towards Kendra because I haven't been with a girl before, and I want to try it out before I go for another boy.
Murf, it's late, I should probably stop now before I say something exceedingly embarrassing or stupid.
~Tentacle Cats are masters of romance.
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