I always have the oddest titles for my posts... but that just means I'll never run out, right? Haha, and then you'll have to deal with me forever! : D Seriously though, I am getting way to in to this blogging thing. It's like... I'm not sure what. But when you start it you're kind of embarrassed, because everyone makes fun of bloggers (Everyone I know) I mean... your spilling your life and such to complete strangers, and no one cares most likely. But then after a while it takes the place of a journal or diary (For the most part, there are still things I probably wont post up here) and it just kind of relaxes you, or something like that. I dunno. I used to think blogging was silly, I don't really any more. That's all I really needed to say.
Anywho on to the wonders that fill up my life! (Hahaha ha oh, oh my, what lies)
Hurm, today was a wednesday, which means I only had even periods, school started at 9 and my brother picked up his friend from the airport. Now, this whole situation is a bit... different. Thank goodness I'm fairly desensitized to change or else I might be in a coma or something by now. So, if you haven't heard of genderqueer or other terms that mean similar things, just go look it up on wiki or something. But what I'm pretty sure it is, is when you don't feel mentally the gender you are physically. So, my brother is a boy, but he (she? we haven't discussed pronouns yet. My mum uses male still... so I guess I will too) feels that he, in his mentality is a woman. Nifty right? Now his friend, biologically is a girl, but identifies as male (with male pronouns) now, this does not bother me at all, I'm fine with pretty much any orientation and sexual identity you can throw at me (Though necrophilic bestiality is just seriously fucked up) But the only thing that throws me for a loop is that his name is June. Which isn't his real name, but it is the one he uses. I'm really only worried that I might slip up and use a female pronoun on accident in front of him. I did this morning, but thankfully no one really heard it. He even looks like a boy, but if my brain goes on auto pilot... no good can happen.
It was grey all day today, and it just started raining I think. I heard thunder, and I hear raindrops, so probably. Maybe the air will have that fresh rain smell in the morning tomorrow. That is my absolute favorite smell. Yup, it's really pouring down now, they must be really big drops, they're so loud! But I listen to a Nature sounds CD that has rain for most of it anyway. I just won't have to play it tonight.
I skipped out on taekwondo tonight, my arms and legs were really sore, and I barely even "worked out yesterday. I feel seriously lame about that. But if I keep this up, I'll get stranger, and jumping around my backyard won't even phase me. I think it may have been from the stretching, I was really pushing myself on hat, because I want to at least be able to touch my toes. Which I cannot do. Yeah I'm a total beast like that. I'm gonna make such an awesome Catwoman... one that can't touch her toes. Oh, and as I've been looking around, there are a lot of different versions, and I can't decide which one I should do. I need some srs halp with this decision. It's either the most recent version, with the goggles, or the one before that, with the simple sleek suit and mask. I'm starting to lean towards the goggles.
~Tentacle cats are really super heroes
Anywho on to the wonders that fill up my life! (Hahaha ha oh, oh my, what lies)
Hurm, today was a wednesday, which means I only had even periods, school started at 9 and my brother picked up his friend from the airport. Now, this whole situation is a bit... different. Thank goodness I'm fairly desensitized to change or else I might be in a coma or something by now. So, if you haven't heard of genderqueer or other terms that mean similar things, just go look it up on wiki or something. But what I'm pretty sure it is, is when you don't feel mentally the gender you are physically. So, my brother is a boy, but he (she? we haven't discussed pronouns yet. My mum uses male still... so I guess I will too) feels that he, in his mentality is a woman. Nifty right? Now his friend, biologically is a girl, but identifies as male (with male pronouns) now, this does not bother me at all, I'm fine with pretty much any orientation and sexual identity you can throw at me (Though necrophilic bestiality is just seriously fucked up) But the only thing that throws me for a loop is that his name is June. Which isn't his real name, but it is the one he uses. I'm really only worried that I might slip up and use a female pronoun on accident in front of him. I did this morning, but thankfully no one really heard it. He even looks like a boy, but if my brain goes on auto pilot... no good can happen.
It was grey all day today, and it just started raining I think. I heard thunder, and I hear raindrops, so probably. Maybe the air will have that fresh rain smell in the morning tomorrow. That is my absolute favorite smell. Yup, it's really pouring down now, they must be really big drops, they're so loud! But I listen to a Nature sounds CD that has rain for most of it anyway. I just won't have to play it tonight.
I skipped out on taekwondo tonight, my arms and legs were really sore, and I barely even "worked out yesterday. I feel seriously lame about that. But if I keep this up, I'll get stranger, and jumping around my backyard won't even phase me. I think it may have been from the stretching, I was really pushing myself on hat, because I want to at least be able to touch my toes. Which I cannot do. Yeah I'm a total beast like that. I'm gonna make such an awesome Catwoman... one that can't touch her toes. Oh, and as I've been looking around, there are a lot of different versions, and I can't decide which one I should do. I need some srs halp with this decision. It's either the most recent version, with the goggles, or the one before that, with the simple sleek suit and mask. I'm starting to lean towards the goggles.
~Tentacle cats are really super heroes
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